Your heart may be broken but yours is easy to say what to do. Drop them both. Who needs friends or b/f's like that?Find faithful friends and true/blue guys who want only you. They are out there and they are looking for you too. But if you go back to either of these you can never trust either of them again and you can never be sure if they are still seeing each other on the side or thinking of the other when the three of you are together. I would cry my tears and realize if either really had cared about me this wouldn't have happened. It has nothing to do with you. It has to do with what is lacking in them so don't take it personally even though I know you will (smile). But cry it out, hurt it out just don't go back and find a guy that is good enough for you and you can always find a great best friend, that I know. Just get out into life again and start having fun it will all fall into place and before you know it you will have a great best friend and a honey of a b/f and the two that betrayed you will have broken up. I will bet ya for sure. Anyway I am sorry this has happened to you but we all go through it. In fact I think I took someone else's share and mine. But I made it and now can't touch me I know I will make it. I don't settle for less and I make sure he hits the floor first in love. Always get a guy who loves you more and is the giver. You be the taker and enjoy the love being given to you.
There isn't much to advise on a situation like yours. It is pretty black and white. You have an old story. You lost your two best to each other yet they weren't your two best or it wouldn't have happened. You just found out in time thank goodness. But I can say the sooner you believe what I am saying, dry your tears, realize it wasn't you and get back out there the sooner you will have forgotten the pain and will have that smile back on your face and guys everywhere that you can stay up half the night talking to your best friends about.
I promise it will all come back and better this time.
Let me know if you need any more help or you have more problems with getting over this. You are better than this do it you can do it.
Write and let me know what you decide and what happens as I always care what happens to those who write and if I can help any or just be there for support and for you to write to.
You just let me know OK?
You are better off you will see that by this summer,
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