Im a fat geek, Its not a derogative term, it just means im slightly more anti-social then some and I am on the computer ALOT more, and im overweight.
Im also a gamer, I play lots of games.
Im mature as far as opinions and morals go, but not as far as responsibility and 'age standards'(playing with toys watching cartoons) go. Im a big kid with morals.
The whole thing is, up until a few weeks ago I thought I wanted sex, yep thats right, im admitting something embarassing. through church sex lost most of its meaning.
the problem is now, now Ive only been on one date ever and I want a long term relationship(life long). However, due to my lack in social skills, my fear of rejection, and my general lack of experience I cant get a date, and If I had a date I wouldnt know what to do. I dont know what I want. HELP?
'Looking and finding the wrong answer is always less painful than missing out on the right answer.'