hi there im new here..
im 19 years old and never had a boyfriend before..
.. no one has ever loved me.. im very insecure have no self confidence.. im at university.. i just see big Flirts PLAYER types.. and get infactuated easily.. in fact i get so infactuated i get obsessed im sooo stupid.. i get soo lonely i wish i had someone to hold me
... people say im pretty and i sometimes i get attention.. i dont know how to interpret it.. im frigid. .. and like i said theres players everywhere.. yet i really want someone.
i guess im messed. up .