Me and my now ex-girlfriend even after we broke up continued to see eachother kiss/get sexual even after we broke up. She kissed a few guys durring the 8 months we were together (2 guys 5 different times) and ever since the first few times its happened the relationship went downhill. It ended and got back a few times but this time it seems pretty dead, but I know it could start up again any moment. Anyway, I attempted to block her out of my life completly and told her to stop contacting me because i thought it would be the best way to deal with the breakup, because continuing to see her just made it harder. Its been about 5 days now and its been pretty hard for me. I dont know about for her, her friends tell me she plays it off like she doesnt care etc...etc... she still wants to hang out saying that she doesnt want a relationship but even 2 weeks ago she asked me to go out again. Im just in a confused tough situation. I like her, alot, I might even love her. She does have love for me, I know she does. Im afraid to go back out with her and get attached again wich can happen very easily for us, we get along so easily and so well. But Im afraid to because of what she might do again. Cheat.....im just rambling haha, i dont know what to do though.
